I had a special day today. Although there was crappy lab sessions and out of the world lectures, I really enjoyed the day a lot.

Hmm the day pretty much started after sch. Took 95 to one stop after buona mrt, karling and rachael were still waiting for us to get off. When we sat down on 95, that was the first time i consciously tried to hold her hands =P I was quite nervous tt time I suppose. I didn't know how she will react to it. But didn't manage to hold it =(
Then we got off and tried to take a taxi. So pai seh loh. Fall down in front of her =S Haha. But okie lah, "chou shi" do happen once in a while. Lol. Then we got on the cab, I finally manage to grab her hands. It feel so warm. And I finally got a respond from her. She crossed her fingers with mine. I was so happy loh =)
When we reach Hanabi, we order not a lot of food, quite reasonable amount. Lol. I totally lost my appetite today. Maybe cause I feel so heartwarming when she fed me loh. (thinking of it now still makes me smile) Really wish time could stop atm. The food really is "sweet" de. Haha. We didn't had dessert as planned. But I think the dessert will really "tian si wo" >.<
After dinner we went to wait for bus, at the bus stop I finally manage to lean my head against hers. For the first time we are so physically close. I could smell her hair loh. The shampoo smell is very nice =P Haha. But i hope my specs isn't poking against her face. Lol. When we board the bus, I finally told her I wanna lie on her shoulders. Haha. Her shoulders are small but cozy. Maybe is xin li zou yong. But still you xin fu de feeling. Haha
We got off at CCK interchange. Then I finally gather my courage and held her hands while walking. She didn't let go of my hand. But it was so funny when she tell me she wanna use the restroom. On the mrt we did something cute again. We tried to time the distance between Yeu Tee and Marshling stations, and we came out with lots of funny maths/chem proving for it. Haha. Its so like us. Crazy bout maths and logic.
When we reach sembawang, I send her home. The road back home was very peaceful. I held her hands as we walk down the road. Suddenly got the I wanna do this with her forever de kan jui. Too bad time is moving forward and we can't stop it. (Unless we are moving close to the speed of light, blah blah. Wan know more bout this logic, let me know i will explain to u)
On my way home she ask me so are we more than friends.(Does this count as she pop the question? =P) I so wanna reply her but decided to stick with the plan to tell her when the time is "right" =P

Most frequent thought of the day: I wish time could stop now.

Dear, I know u are reading this. Haha. I wanna thank you for the pleasant day. Hope we can make more wonderful memories in the near and distant future.

*PS. Super tired now. But the times I spend with u, I am totally energetic. You really charged me up and keep me going. But now i not with u so feeling super sleepy. I got to "knock unconsicious" le =P

I am being so junpei. Haiz. Sometimes being nice is to be cruel.
The path is already chosen, only way is for me to perserve through bah

Upset CY

Haiz. Another of the lazy afternoon with beautiful weather where ur thoughts start to run wild. Starting to feel like "weird". Dunno how to explain. Just think its strange. Guess its better to keep myself occupied. Hmm maybe i am thinking too much bah.
Nice weather also complain. Tsk tsk... Need to slap myself loh
Btw happy CNY =) Hope u all enjoy a great and enjoyable new year

Confused CY

Today was a pleasant day for. Hectic but fun. Morning I did something surprising. Haha. It was pretty fun, other than the fact tt my hair got all messed up. Lol. Lunch meet up with 04S201 ppl. Its been a long time since we manage to meet up le. And most importantly dinner was really really fun and funny. Haha. I think next time if i ever eat the jap sundae, i'll sure think of today de =)

Contented CY

Haiz. Y do I always get into troubles with things i said. Sian lah. I think i just shut up and stone suan le.

Haiz. I am seriously so disappointed and angry with myself. When have i become so indecisive. I always hates it when ppl are indecisive, and now I am the one who can't make a choice. Argh. I know its not the time to be stuck between choices like these but it has always been my greatest weakness. If only life is like a fairytale, everything is plan out so nicely for you. Can someone pls give me some advice? Or could there be some changes so tt I know wat I should do?

Disappointed CY

My first post in like nearly 3 years. Lol. Memories starting to flow back...

Hmm.. So long nv post really dunno how to start le. Haha. Feeling so confused now. Coming to a crossroads with so many choices. Wat choice to pick and wat to do. Picking one might result negatively for the other. But I really dun like standing at the same spot. It will just end up making everyone upset =(

Really wish I know wat to do...